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'killjoy writes:

If you kill yourself..
I'll hate Christmas forever.. =3

I should have better times than this..
Im tired of growing close to someone..

And then.. they fade away..

Posted on: Dec 17th 2008, 7:22:10pm

mr.austin writes:

DO NOT KILL YOURSELF.
EVER.
Remember: The Austin Klan :D

austin wrote:

Yes yes,
and our name is the best out there.
We should rule the world together or something...
"The Austin Klan"
I like it.

Oh!
Added you back duuuude.

Posted on: Dec 17th 2008, 8:29:41am

livy101 writes:

DO NOT KILL URSELF!
Sure, life seems like shit today, but think about all that ur leaving behind. Zannah,Me,Jacky,we ALL don't want you to go! And the people who make your life shit...they don't realize how amazing u r!! :) I don't even know you so well...but I'm gonna never get over it if u kill urself. EVEN AFTER THE HOLIDAYS!!
I WON'T HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS :( :(
OR A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
AT ALL.
Please, even after Christmas...
Think about all that left this world before you...Robby, Tracer....do you think they want u to do this??

Posted on: Dec 16th 2008, 4:48:37pm

hottie_wit_a_bodi writes:

Posted on: Dec 16th 2008, 4:27:59pm

dude. writes:

Btw, added yaa tah my Lovers'.
Just tah make me remember. :)

Posted on: Dec 16th 2008, 4:53:47am

dude. writes:

I'm probably gonna write a poem for you.
But I stopped writing for a long time now.
Sorry if this'll sound like shit.
But, I never thought I'd write anyone a poem besides Robby.
Or at least someone like you.
Okay, here goes..

We've known each other too soon to tell,
Whether or not you've been so unwell,
I'd blame myself if I have no where to go,
This is just a notice, just letting you know.

The holidays will seem so near yet so far,
I'd be enjoying myself if we weren't apart,
But that seems impossible, but I could at least try,
Will you answer my question? I'm just asking why.

Why do people go through this kind of path?
Why do they go to face satan's evil wrath?
There's another way around, but they don't seem to turn back,
Somehow finally understand, death's all they lack.

I don't know what to say since I haven't always been there,
But smart as you are, you should've known I cared,
Wasn't I nice enough to leave you comment when I could?
Wasn't I nice enough even though I wasn't told I would?

You're making me question, whether this fault is mine,
Suddenly, it feels like I'm running after time,
This holiday won't be any special day,
'Cause now that you're gone, things will never be this way.

No more ho-ho holidays to go cheering about,
No more Santa's gifts & trying not to pout,
No more Christmas lists, no more Christmas lights,
The dark will reign on starting tonight.

I'll dream of you, I'll miss you like I always said,
Praying to my guardian angel, "Why don't you look after Austin, instead?"
I won't need a guardian angel, as long as you'll be mine,
And as long as you know I'm here, I'll be pretending I'm fine.

I love you so much, 'cause you're my special star.
You know I'll care for you, no matter where you are.
I'll tell you now as I usually say,
It'll be all frowns for me this holiday.

Sorry, Austin.
That was beyond lame.
I don't really call myself a poet anymore.
Please stay. You know I love you.
If not for me, then for Jacky & Zannah.

:(

Posted on: Dec 16th 2008, 4:11:31am

hottie_wit_a_bodi writes:

DO NOT DO IT.
do not kill yourself.
You will get agoood life.Life is full of shit,butwhen you find the courage to get through it all youget a good one.Random bad times will happen andwe all wish the wouldn't but they do,its just a part of it.
but I know you have the courage.
I know your strong enough.
I know yoursmart enough.
TO NOT KILL YOURSELF.
TO GET THROUGHIT ALL.
I love you Austin,not as much as Zannah,but I do.
and knowing you might,breaks my heart.
:'(
<333333333333

Posted on: Dec 15th 2008, 4:58:07pm

catzy612353 writes:

omigod.
Austin..
are u leaving?
...
Please don't do anything stupid.
Im begging you.
You know we'll always be there for you..
We'll miss yew.

Posted on: Dec 15th 2008, 9:11:01am

dude. writes:

AUSTIN.
Please, just don't leave. :(

Posted on: Dec 15th 2008, 4:49:06am

'killjoy writes:

I cried for you last night writing that long as letter..

And im crying now...
I dont want Christmas to come..

I want a good Christmas this year Dammit!
YOU WONT DO THIS TO ME..TO US..you cant..

Posted on: Dec 14th 2008, 3:10:01pm

'killjoy writes:

Christmas is nearing..
I'm breaking apart for you my love.

I'm not going to make it..
Not anymore, not again.

Posted on: Dec 14th 2008, 3:08:55pm

hottie_wit_a_bodi writes:

You can't leave Zannah or me or Jacky,you know we will change.
Everything about us and everyone who loves you will change.Nothing will be the same.So many people will hurt on the inside,you won't even know.For so much love sent to you,you sure are being rude about it,though.I know your hurting,I know that suicide feels like the only answer to your problems,but its not.I doubt I can stop you,but I will try until the day you offically leave this site,if you choose to please remember me and know that I will always love you.But please choose not to leave this earth,PLEASE.
:'(
<3333

Posted on: Dec 13th 2008, 11:55:12pm

'killjoy writes:

Please read this.. Read it all.. Dont just skip through it, even though its long.. I took a while, holding back my tears and my choking.. I wrote this all from my damn heart!

Austin, I know I can't change your mind about this decision. But, just let me tell you. When you do this, when it happens. I am going to hurt more inside then ever. My damn brother, you feel my pain, just like I feel your's. So, when you commit your suicide. I'm going to go to school, I'm going to be pale, sad, loss of colour. I'll try to keep from hurting myself. You mean everything to me, you understand me soo much! You know how hard it is to find guys who understand you? ..And I'm going to think about you, I'll try to get through each day just remember the lives that I've lost. The ones that I wish I could have stopped before they ever happened. I'm not just going to remember you, I'm going to have to have someone hold me everytime I hear the name Austin, or when you just come into my thoughts, and I'll almost fall from the pain. Who is going to catch me this time. I'm not going to be the same knowing for the FIFTH TIME, someone close to me, has faded on, again. And I stopped you before.. But Im not sure I have to strength to stop you this time. But if I am wrong, I will try in all my power to stop you, until I stop you.. I would hunt you down, find your house and keep you from doing it, I would. I would die for you dammit! I'd take a bullet for you anyday. But please, Austin.. Always remember dead, or alive.. Remember, I love you.

Posted on: Dec 13th 2008, 11:15:43pm

killingspree writes:

Austin dont go
even though it says
ur not gonna go until christmas
im gonna miss u! :(
im going to be on tomorrow!

Posted on: Dec 13th 2008, 11:13:45pm

hottie_wit_a_bodi writes:

DO NOT KILL YOURSELF.
DO NOT KILL YOURSELF.
DO NOT KILL YOURSELF.
DO NOT KILL YOURSELF.
it will be the worst mistake,and it will change EVERYONE who loves you.
you know that life IS worth living,and to many poeple love you to EVER want you to go.
you NEED TO NEVER kill yourself,wait until yourold to meet them,so youcan explain how a full life is.
so then they can feel as though theylived it.
you DESERVE LIFE.
you truly do.
I love you Austin,always.

Posted on: Dec 13th 2008, 8:23:01pm