I am ; Happy , Shy if i dont Know you buut i grow to bee comfortable in front of everyone. Doog lover :)
Everything cute is MINE :) Heehee, i am easily irratated so dont get on my BAD side.
I am not; What i wish to be , but Im not who i'd hate to be :)
Hi Sweetheart.. good to hear from u. I'm sorry I dont log in anymore. :( This is the first time in forever. I do miss ev'one so much.. I wish that I could log in more but I'm not strong enuf anymore. IDK if you know what's been happening to me or not but b'cuz of health problems I dont get on here hardly at all anymore. So sorry. I think it's mainly b'cuz I get ton's of requests every week even once I stopped taking them. ahh well that's life right? I dont want to bum u out or upset you but I do try to let my friend's know what's going on with me simply b'cuz I know there will be a day that I pass away (I'll explain in a min) and I dont want ANY of you to feel like I ignored you or maybe forgot you. NO. I would never forget you guy's. You've been the bright spot in my life for a long time now. *Ok.. this will be a bit tough so let me just explain and what I'll have 2 do is send this same message out to all of our friends so everyone understand's that I wont be able to log in but once in a while.. and there will come a time when I dont come back but it's not by choice.
Okay, I tried to let my friend's know that I have lupas whichh not everyone has heard of but it has no cure. It's a blood disorder that destroy's your organ's starting with the kidneys. Mine have been heading into failure for 3 month's. I had a heart attack 2 and a half month's ago & I've had 2 strokes. Not normal for my age. I just turned 38 on the 13th of last month :) and yes it was a friday lol. but on June 5th I saw several specialists to try and figure out how bad the lupas was b'cuz I was gettting so much weaker & in alot of pain (lupas does'nt normally cause this kind of pain thou so we were worried) well after running every test known to man the specialist's all got together and came to tell Donnie and I what was going on. I have so many thing's wrong it's un-believable. period. kk, I now understand the pain. I have Bone Marrow Cancer which is extremly painfull and no there's no way they can stop it, it's all thru my body. That form of cancer has a blood disorder also that sometimes comes with it & of course me being me they said I have that too. I cant even spell it with it's 45 letter's.. much less say it lol. (Oh and I'm not trying to be goulish by laughing at this, I laugh so I dont cry.. I just have too) well the blood disorder causes my body to make twice the amount of blood it need's.. so it moves slowly and is very thick.. << now we know why I've had a heart attack and 2 strokes. the blood. it's caused them so now I have to go to the hospital every few day's and they take out a pint of blood.. NOT Fun! I've got a good sense of humour and can usually joke about anything but it's a bit harder with a needle the size of a bic pen coming at me lol. In fact I did a graphic for the contest at pagepaint and made the needle I hate so much, but since I know the blood they take out is making me live a lil longer I have to be greatfull 4 it too (sound's wierd does'nt it) here's the graphic I made of my phlobotomies (sound's like FLO-BOTT-O-ME's but their's is actually even bigger than this one. I was told it's the largest they make. So I smile and thank God they can take the blood out so what's still in me moves better. I hav'nt had any chest pains or strokes, blood clots or a heart attack since they began taking out the extra blood so that's good right? right. Smile with me.. the lil jokes are a way of coping with this. k?
The other thing they told us is that I have Cronic Myloid Lukemia. It's a severe form of cancer that also has no cure. So I have 4 seperate deadly diseases and a very short amount of time given to live. the doctor's dont know it all thou. They said I could pass away in 2 month's and it's way past 2 month's since it started attacking my body.. we just did'nt know the name. so those of you who pray for your friend's.. please keep me in your prayer's. Because God is the only one who has the say in how long I'm here. I'm not afraid.. I know that's where I'll be going and no worries I'll still be with you in your heart. kk? I luv all of you and hope u understand why I cant log in very often anymore. Please please take care of yourselves & never forget how much you meant to a short lil onery dissabled lady who lived in Missouri (but from Colorado and yes still a cowgirl at heart) that's why the cowgirl graphic is important to me. I'll alway's remember each of you... your friend alway's.. Shian
Any of you that have pagepaint accout, would you do me a huge favor please? Take just a moment to look at this graphic I made for the "Greetings Contest" and this one is like my favorite :) LOL and the way the weekly contest's work is on votes. Whoever has the most votes on a graphic win's (there are 3 trophy's per week, first/gold, 2nd/silver and 3rd/bronze so if u do like this one & have an extra moment would you vote on it? I know most of my friend's will ignore this part of the message lol :) but it cant hurt to tell you all about the contest's going on and how much fun they are. If you do like the way this is done thou.. your votes would really mean the world to me. I'd be able to go back and look at this one over and over & know you all helped vote on it. jeez, all sniffly (seems like I've turned into mush lately, teary eyed at the drop of a hat) sooooo everyone with a pagepaint account please vote on it. If u dont have a acct with them it's a cool place too. It's alot like this one only they have the contest's EVERY weekk and.. who ever win's first place gets to choose what the next week's subject is. or theme whatever lol but it's alot of fun. Everyone enter's and it does'nt matter if it's someone just learning to make graphix or someone who's been making them forever. kk, guess I'm a bit nervous to show ya'll. :)
http://www.pagepaint.com/graphics/08341186224546
here's the link to get to it. I might just include the one that's next in line 4 ya'll to see and vote on if u like it. I hope u do. jeez I am nervous ha.ha.. it's b'cuz I dont want any of u to think less of me or something for asking for your vote b'cuz your opinion's on it are just as important to me. I know it's not my best graphic ever but I just like it. I did it with a dislocated shoulder and sick as could be from the chemo and radiation so I guess that's why I'm proud of myself just a bit. I was way to sick to be doing anything yet kept going so that all. kk no more babbling ha.ha. The cowgirl one need's your votes *if you like her* thank uuuuuuuuuuuuuu :) hug's to all of my dear dear friends. luv ya, Shian
i am nice but i hate the people picking on me and that is coolgirl123 and victora ariel and aburne and that bambi girl coolgirl123 knows my password and she gos on my anounnt all the time and that is really mean so i'm getting off the site at lest e-mail me cathugsme@yahoo.com plz!!!!!!!
Sure I added you, the glitter with the Keka and the Jessica princess wasn't me....the Keka one "willsmom" Kelisha did it for me and the Jessica princess Mish did it for me, you can ask them both to make it for you but right now their not taking requests
Mish's link "http://www.glitter-graphics.com/users/mishara%27s+fairytale"
Kelisha "willsmom"'s link "http://www.glitter-graphics.com/users/willsmom310"
Okay, I tried to let my friend's know that I have lupas whichh not everyone has heard of but it has no cure. It's a blood disorder that destroy's your organ's starting with the kidneys. Mine have been heading into failure for 3 month's. I had a heart attack 2 and a half month's ago & I've had 2 strokes. Not normal for my age. I just turned 38 on the 13th of last month :) and yes it was a friday lol. but on June 5th I saw several specialists to try and figure out how bad the lupas was b'cuz I was gettting so much weaker & in alot of pain (lupas does'nt normally cause this kind of pain thou so we were worried) well after running every test known to man the specialist's all got together and came to tell Donnie and I what was going on. I have so many thing's wrong it's un-believable. period. kk, I now understand the pain. I have Bone Marrow Cancer which is extremly painfull and no there's no way they can stop it, it's all thru my body. That form of cancer has a blood disorder also that sometimes comes with it & of course me being me they said I have that too. I cant even spell it with it's 45 letter's.. much less say it lol. (Oh and I'm not trying to be goulish by laughing at this, I laugh so I dont cry.. I just have too) well the blood disorder causes my body to make twice the amount of blood it need's.. so it moves slowly and is very thick.. << now we know why I've had a heart attack and 2 strokes. the blood. it's caused them so now I have to go to the hospital every few day's and they take out a pint of blood.. NOT Fun! I've got a good sense of humour and can usually joke about anything but it's a bit harder with a needle the size of a bic pen coming at me lol. In fact I did a graphic for the contest at pagepaint and made the needle I hate so much, but since I know the blood they take out is making me live a lil longer I have to be greatfull 4 it too (sound's wierd does'nt it) here's the graphic I made of my phlobotomies (sound's like FLO-BOTT-O-ME's but their's is actually even bigger than this one. I was told it's the largest they make. So I smile and thank God they can take the blood out so what's still in me moves better. I hav'nt had any chest pains or strokes, blood clots or a heart attack since they began taking out the extra blood so that's good right? right. Smile with me.. the lil jokes are a way of coping with this. k?
The other thing they told us is that I have Cronic Myloid Lukemia. It's a severe form of cancer that also has no cure. So I have 4 seperate deadly diseases and a very short amount of time given to live. the doctor's dont know it all thou. They said I could pass away in 2 month's and it's way past 2 month's since it started attacking my body.. we just did'nt know the name. so those of you who pray for your friend's.. please keep me in your prayer's. Because God is the only one who has the say in how long I'm here. I'm not afraid.. I know that's where I'll be going and no worries I'll still be with you in your heart. kk? I luv all of you and hope u understand why I cant log in very often anymore. Please please take care of yourselves & never forget how much you meant to a short lil onery dissabled lady who lived in Missouri (but from Colorado and yes still a cowgirl at heart) that's why the cowgirl graphic is important to me. I'll alway's remember each of you... your friend alway's.. Shian
Any of you that have pagepaint accout, would you do me a huge favor please? Take just a moment to look at this graphic I made for the "Greetings Contest" and this one is like my favorite :) LOL and the way the weekly contest's work is on votes. Whoever has the most votes on a graphic win's (there are 3 trophy's per week, first/gold, 2nd/silver and 3rd/bronze so if u do like this one & have an extra moment would you vote on it? I know most of my friend's will ignore this part of the message lol :) but it cant hurt to tell you all about the contest's going on and how much fun they are. If you do like the way this is done thou.. your votes would really mean the world to me. I'd be able to go back and look at this one over and over & know you all helped vote on it. jeez, all sniffly (seems like I've turned into mush lately, teary eyed at the drop of a hat) sooooo everyone with a pagepaint account please vote on it. If u dont have a acct with them it's a cool place too. It's alot like this one only they have the contest's EVERY weekk and.. who ever win's first place gets to choose what the next week's subject is. or theme whatever lol but it's alot of fun. Everyone enter's and it does'nt matter if it's someone just learning to make graphix or someone who's been making them forever. kk, guess I'm a bit nervous to show ya'll. :)
http://www.pagepaint.com/graphics/08341186224546
here's the link to get to it. I might just include the one that's next in line 4 ya'll to see and vote on if u like it. I hope u do. jeez I am nervous ha.ha.. it's b'cuz I dont want any of u to think less of me or something for asking for your vote b'cuz your opinion's on it are just as important to me. I know it's not my best graphic ever but I just like it. I did it with a dislocated shoulder and sick as could be from the chemo and radiation so I guess that's why I'm proud of myself just a bit. I was way to sick to be doing anything yet kept going so that all. kk no more babbling ha.ha. The cowgirl one need's your votes *if you like her* thank uuuuuuuuuuuuuu :) hug's to all of my dear dear friends. luv ya, Shian