I'm sorry.
I know I'm stupid and I know what I did was wrong.
And I can never ever do anything to make things better,
and I can never bring my brother Robby back..I know.
I swear I'd give him my life anyday.
I killed my brother, my best friend..
all because I was stupid enough to drink and drive.
It was MY mistake and he paid for it.
I'm sorry to everyone that loved him as much as I did.
And...I should have died...not him.
He was too young.
I will never forgive myself for what I've done
and I don't expect any of you to either.
What I did was behond dumb.
I took away his life and I walked away with hardly a scratch.
I don't deserve to live.
Why did you take him and not me God?
Hate me.
All of you hate me please.
I deserve every cuss word thrown at me
and every judgment too.
Cuz I will never forgive myself.
Ever.
And I don't expect any of you to either..
I'm...sorry.
I know it doesn't mean much now
but that's all I can do.
I can't bring Robby back from the dead
so all I can say is sorry..
I'm back
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He died.. He had a heart attack during his open heart sugery..
It was suppose to save his life.. I don't believe in God anymore..
God is suppose to save the people you love.. Not take them away..
However, I believe in Hell.. Its where I'm at today..
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My uncle, when I was little.. EVERY FUCKING DAY we'd go to his house, we'd play games.. There was even this picture me and him made together.. He'd always have my faveourite ice cream.. And he'd keep my one special toy at his house.. Then, he faded away from me.. All those memories, are unforgotten..