I'm sorry.
I know I'm stupid and I know what I did was wrong.
And I can never ever do anything to make things better,
and I can never bring my brother Robby back..I know.
I swear I'd give him my life anyday.
I killed my brother, my best friend..
all because I was stupid enough to drink and drive.
It was MY mistake and he paid for it.
I'm sorry to everyone that loved him as much as I did.
And...I should have died...not him.
He was too young.
I will never forgive myself for what I've done
and I don't expect any of you to either.
What I did was behond dumb.
I took away his life and I walked away with hardly a scratch.
I don't deserve to live.
Why did you take him and not me God?
Hate me.
All of you hate me please.
I deserve every cuss word thrown at me
and every judgment too.
Cuz I will never forgive myself.
Ever.
And I don't expect any of you to either..
I'm...sorry.
I know it doesn't mean much now
but that's all I can do.
I can't bring Robby back from the dead
so all I can say is sorry..
I'm back
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I WILL NEVER TURN ON YOU.
no matter how much you beg me to.
I understand that youwere wrong,but you don't deserve EVERYBODY to hate you.You deserve to have friends right now.Not people who just hate you.Thats why I do understand it was your fault for a drinking and drivng,for ACTING dumb.BUT you deserve at least one friend and I am here to stay FOR GOOD.
I am sorry you feel this way,and have so much shit on your mind.
I WILL NEVER TURN ON YOU!
-xxxx Nikki.
always and FOREVER.
What you wrote was really nice..
But im not forgiving you for drinking, and driving..
But im forgiving you..BTW...Its ZaNnAh :]
I dont hate you.. I'd never said that word and meant it..
Thats just to much to say.. I miss Robby like you do..
But you've made this mistake, dont do it again. :)
-Much love,
Zannah
ps.. sorrie for blowing up like that..
I have bipolar disorder ._.
I'd never thought i began to hate you, I'd never thought I'd think wrong of you until now. Why the FUCK would you drink, then fucking drive? Honestly! How stupid could you have been? Do you know what you've lost, what we've lost, and still baring the fucking pain? I don't care what your side of the story is anymore. The truth is, you have to live with the fact that you decided to make a stupid dumbass bitchfucking choice that only a stupid fucking teen would choose! You know what's worse? You could be put in jail for your fucking life, how would you live? You're what.. 17? 18? 19? Cause you're certainly not 20, or 21, you got a fucking DUI, and of what you're being accused of, or may I deeply say, WHAT YOU'VE FUCKING DONE THAT YOU'RE BEING AVVICTED FOR. How are you going to live if you ever get out of that hell? Your brother is dead.. And its all your fault. When you read this you fucking douchebag, I hope you cry.. You know that after I heard about Robby, I'm more afraid for my younger brother. YOU MY AUNT ALMOST KILLED MY YOUNGER BROTHER, IN A FUCKING CAR ACCIDENT! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CRIED.. I THREATEND SUICIDE ON MYSELF BECAUSE LOSING MY BROTHER WOULD BE LOSING MY LIFE! Jacob, I thought you were better than this. And now that I'm done yelling at you, and I'm done kicking you around, I don't want a message back if you ever get to see it, that is when you're out of jail.. Bitch.
I miss Robby now, you know I've cried EVERY DAY since he's been gone.. Every fucking day, then my tears dry, and I remember YOU! I hate you..
And for any BITCH out there that wants to come BITCH me out.. Go right ahead, I will kill you with my words. You'd all look bad, sticking up for a douche like him.
You fucking douche bag!
Think before you do shit!
If you hadn't been drinking and driving
my best friend and your brother wouldn't be dead!
Now you're ganna be in jail
and I'm ganna have to speak at his funeral.
It's clear to me now that you're a fucking IDIOT.
)':
hey guyz i just wanted to tell you that i wont be getting on GG much this week.i will be getting on but just for a short period of time.cause i will be geting busy and i feel so sad right now cause mii aunt just passed away and mii bf dumped mii so i have no bf...but no need to worry ill be fine.and btw I WILL MISS YOU GUYS!! =o
FRIENDS WHO FORGIVE.
NOT FRIENDS WHO JUST DON'T GET HIM.
IT WAS A MISTAKE HE KNOWS THAT.
BUT PLEASE DON'T TURN ON HIM.
FORGIVE HIM.