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"ou probably think that I'm a negative person,don't be so sure of it,I don't promote violence/ I just encourage it."
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shadydogusa
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Birthday:
1986-03-09
Country:
United States
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2008-11-18
Location:
canton, illinois
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I dont realy know what to say about myself so go to my myspace and read my profile. I have two myspace accounts and anyone can add me rather I know you or not.
www.myspace.com/shadydogusa2 and www.myspace.com/shadyogusa3
Warning, this shit's gon be rated R/ restricted,
You see this bullet hole in my neck? It's self inflicted,
There's a joker on the loose from the psychiatric ward,
His face is up on the bulletin board, with a reward,
He'll stab you with a sword,don't be fooled by his charm,
He's probably armed, with intent to do bodily harm,
Ring the alarm, look for a man with green hair,
Check at your girl's house, he was last seen there,
He's has a mean stare, but usually crack's jokes,
Good luck on your mission and guard your backs folks!
......I am known as a very cool, careing person who is intelligent, funny, and cool to be around. I am a fun person who fears nothing, and lives on the edge of life. I try to be a good person to everone and help them. I love to party. I am not to religious, Though I have gone to Calvary Baptist Church in Canton. I have been a Wiccan before, and am interest in magic. I ,like others, have my own belifes. I have some trust issues. People must earn my trust. If they do something to lose it I will not forgive right away. I try to let things go and forgive everone. But I get back at everone who dose wrong to me. I am an Republican and very Patriotic. I do not trust the goverment as I have my only beliefs about them. I am strong on my belifes weither conspiracy theory or religion. I expect people to understand what I say, as I find it hard to talk with people whom cant understand the truth. I never cry or show how I feel. I dont care about things or what people do. I dont open up unless I want to. If your a friend I will always be there for you and have your back no matter what. I belive in about anything there is to belive. Im very open minded. I love my country, but I dont trust the goverment.( "A. N.ation T.orn I.n B.its U.nder S.hitty H.ypocrites!") I am a smoker, and I do drink. No I wont quit so dont try to stop me from smokeing or drinking. I have done drugs before and as much as I want to quit I do still do it, but not all the time. I dont like when people try to change me or make me something I am not. I come from a smaller family. Most which live in Canton, Illinois or out of state. My dad and his 2 brothers (Steve and Stwart)were adopted by Genny and Bill Porter who took care of 57 kids, and 1 of there own. My dad's real parents left him and his brothers locked in a closet to basically die. My dad and mom meet and well....They had me. They divorced in 1993. I did have a step dad at the time who was a women beater and drunk. He is not part of the family anymore. My step mom abuses kids and is kinda crazy. I have issues with her and I prefure to just block her out of the family. I have one sister named Christina, and a half brother named Eric. My mom says I have a half sister who is older but my dad says I dont. I am shure I do. I live with my grandma in which I take care of, and my sister helps. My grandpa Bill Porter died in 2003 at the age of 92. He served in world war 2, and I plan to serve in world war 3 when it comes. My grandma and grandpa's real son, Kenny also served in the Navy. To my knowage I dont belive anyone in my family are famous, though both my Dad and Mom have done pomes. My dad has had a few of his poems publish in books, but my mom never did anything with hers. I never realy was close to either of my parents. My old step dad, Tom Kingsley, never allowed me to see my mom that much. I get along with my family, but were not real close. If I moved away tommorow I would probably never see them again. My dad has always took my stepmoms side when she hurt me or my sister and to me that is wrong. Your kids should come first. Of course my stepmom still trys to start drama in the family and is always trying to get me introuble with the law. My sister took colledge class at Spoon River Colledge awhile back, and im there taking my GED. We fight dayily but she would be the only close family member that I realy care about, besides my cousin Keith and my grandma Porter. There are only a hand full of people I care about. I look out for my friends and care about them, but there is only two true friends I realy care about. That is my friends Tony and Britney. I would do anything for them includeing risking my own life to save them if that was needed. I grew up in Canton. I been abuse alot at home and took most of my anger out on other people. I was never poupler in school but was never the nerd either. I mostly kept to myself or hung out with other people who did not have friends. I was never a "A" student and soon I was in special ed for my behavior. The proublems at home became proublems at school sence I was geting in fights. I got in a fight on the last day of school and found myself sent to a different school the following year. New Horizions was a school for kids kicked out of other schools, on pobation, or just introuble with the law. Now im hanging around with trouble makers and soon I was geting in trouble with the law. By 16 I spent time in Mary Davis Detention Center for my 2nd time. I did 9 months there, escaped, and went to the County Jail for three months. That was on my 17 b-day. I then was sent to Illinois Department Of Corrections (St.Charles)were I spent a year there. When relesed I was locked up 3 days later for spray painting my freedom of speach acroos town. I did three months in the County Jail and thought it my be funny to call in a bomb threat while in the county jail. I went to prision (Mt.Sterling)for 61 days. When I was relesed I was out for a week. My friends wanted out of school so I called in a bomb threat. For the next year in a half I was shiped to 5 different prisons.(Pickniville, Dixion, Logan, Ghram and Illinois River) After relesed I was charged on breaking into someone's house and theift, A week later, and did 6 months in prision.(Centrallia Cerrection Center). I actualy thought it was a friend's family members house. I then stayed out for 4 months and then went back for 4 months on a damage of property charges. I did those 4 months in the County Jail. I been out sence aug. 13,2007 and plan to stay out. I have resently been charged for tresspassing and disoderly conduct, but this time it realy wasnt my fault, and it will be droped when I go to court because the cops never read me my rights. I also did not know I couldnt be at that spot. I am a nice person I just had a hard life. I am fun to be around and would do anything for a friend. I am 5'11, about 140 pounds. I have no tattoes or pirceings, but would do that someday. I have red hair dyed other colors, Brown eyes, and were glasses. I have no kids but want some in the future. I want 3 kids or more. I have worked in factorys, painting, land scaping, building fences and bridges, windows/siding, and many outside yard work. Im good at any kind of work there is. While looked up I have worked in the kitchen serving food, and cleaning. I have also did work with a church when they needed help or when I was short on court finds. I know some stuff about computers, but dont rember all I learn. I see myself as someone that could help anyone with anything that they need even advice. Im a cool person but very upfront and I get stright to the point. I hate when I ask a question and get a story. I hate when someone wants to tell you a story and has to explain 5 other storys just to tell you that one. I hate one word answers and I hate when people talk when im talking. Im a seirus person and am upfront with what i say, do, and belife. I will get my word across about any subjest. Dont ask me a question unless you excpect my say, theorys, and belifes to the subject. I dont like people answering questions for me or telling me how to run my life. I dont like being hit or tuch in the face. The only time I like being hit is during wild kinky sex. I cant stand people who steal from me or hide my stuff as a joke or being for real. Stealing or hideing my smokes wont get me to stop either so dont try it. When I am in a relationship I do excpect a girl to treat me like I would treat her. When your in a relationship you should always hug and kiss the person your with and tell them you love them. I want that everyday. You never get to old to say I love you to the person your with. Some people think after awhile there is no need for saying I love you, and kissing, huging, and cuddleing. I think that is something that should be done dayily. I feel that im not wanted or love when I dont recive that. I dont belive anyone in the relationship is the "one incharge". I belive both partners should agree with eacher. I never tell a girl what to do so I dont like it when she tells me what to do. I am againts hiting girls and never have. I also dont belive the girl should hit the guy weither out of anger or just seeing what he will do. I never cheat or flirt with other people when im in a relationship and I think that should go with what person im with to. If you can take you time to flirt with someone else then you dont need me. I want to be talked to, noticed, listen to, as I will do that for the person im with. I have different views on things. Im a nice guy but If I disagree with something I will say what I have to. I some times feel depressed. I dont all the time but when I do this is how I feel. I feel alone in this world, as if noone loves me, cares, or can help me. I have couple friends that was truely a good friend threw all this and I know they will miss me if I died. But how many other people will miss me? How many other people cares? I hate myself. I feel like I am a loser and will never be happy ever. I want to kill myself somedays. I realy know that not one person will care if I ever die and thats fine cause this world is better off without me. I give all my kindness and love and get treated like shit by many so now im just me. Far away from everyone. Wont talk to people. Wont hangout. I just want to be locked in my room and never leave. Never eat. Never talk. Never do nothing but sit in the corner of the dark room looking at the wall while cuting myself, burning myself, and hurting myself. Why cant people notice me more. Its runing my life to sucide and noone will care when im gone. I hate life. This world is againts me and I dont belong here. What is the purpose of life. What am I here for and why is the world turning her back on me. Why must I suffer day after day? Why, If there is a god,would he allow all the pain, depression,and suffering? Why belive in something that will turn its back on you. Why live in a world that dose the same. Falling down far away and noone is there to pick me up. Im drowning in my blood but noones there to pull me out. Im drifting away from everone but noone pulls me back. Im tired of nothing going right. I've done so much damage in this world and recive just as much. Im ready to go now. I am at the point that I dont care nomore.
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