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why I'm so i always so happy in public but so sad and hurt when I'm alone?

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Name:   emogothicgurlRanking:   --
Birthday:   1994-01-16Country:   Philippines
Joined:   2007-10-11Location:   manila
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Name:   emogothicgurl
Birthday:   1994-01-16
Joined:   2007-10-11
Location:   manila
okay Mah name is avegale Call meh abby or diokno I am emo but dont label meh I love mah top friends if you aren't on it talk to meh more or watever paula and vec vec will always be on mah tops I love em to death And no one can or will change that I love a great guy names jhun carlo But i have no clue if he feels the same for meh I love LOVE but there is never any for meh Mah Family is the worst ever I watch cartoon when i am bored or just really deppressed I cry myself to sleep because it's the only thing I can do right, I avoid you because I would rather be alone, I dress in black so I can be invisible at night, I stay out late to avoid the fights that go on at home, I remain misunderstood because no one wants to understand me, I play my music loud so no one can hear me cry, I rebel because no one will let things be, I make a scene so you will notice if I die, I cut my wrists so I know I'm not numb, I sleep in late because I'm afraid of the day, I don't try because everyone just assumes I'm dumb, I don't talk because I have nothing to say, I guess I don't need to be understood, Ill be alright, I just needs you to leave me alone! Or I might just crumble out her in the dark engulfed in my own darkness.
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