My heart is killing me...why won't he just kill me so neither one of us is in anymore pain?
Hi. I'm a depressed teen who just had thier heart crushed by thier first love (Who I still love). He tells me he finds me attractive, but only thinks of me as a friend...while everynight, he tells me about how much he loves HER! I want to cry, i want to die... I want him to see how I feel! But- I can't, because I love him... I love him, and he does nothing but hurt me, then trys to make me laugh about it afterwards, or not relize it at all, while I'm sitting at my desk crying my f***ing eyes out!
Well, it's been a long time now, and I'm over him, but now I'm in pretty much to same thing again. The guy I'm confused about how I feel towards him rejects me, then says its not a rejection, and that he can't reject me because I'm 2 years younger than him! But at least he worries and cares a little. He probably doesn't want to get near me so neither of us will get hurt (Bad family life, sometimes I start crying during clas because of it), if he is like that though, I'd want him to tell me and not for him to just lie and hurt me....