I've got a heart full of pain, head full of stress, hand full of anger held in my chest..
"Insanity is wasting your life as a nothing when you have the blood of a killer flowing in your veins. Insanity is being shit on, beat down, coasting through life in a miserable existence when you have a caged lion locked inside and a key to release it"
Yeah. Kunoichi Is my name, keep it off your tongue you slime. My friends call me Chii, at least they would if I had any friends.. I'm not going to spin you a fairy tale life that I live with my family and my friends. If I did, I would be lying. My life is nothing like yours.
I used to live a simple life, working as a secretary in an office with a douche of a boyfriend and a whore of a best friend who fucked him every chance she got.
I now work as an assassin, and am a weapons expert. You name it, I can kill your pathetic ass with it. A few weeks ago I was cringing in fear of my asshole boss asking for his God damned billing report, and my worst nightmare was that my boyfriend would leave me or I would be fired from my suck ass job as an account secretary.
Not too long ago I was ordinary and pathetic. Just like you. Who am I now? An account secretary, an assassin, just another tool that was mind fucked into killing her family? I'm all of these, and I'm none of these. Who am I now? This is not me fulfilling my destiny. This is not me falling in my fathers footsteps. This is definitely not me saving the world.
This is me taking control from organizations, from bosses, from billing reports, from ergonomic keyboards, from cheating boyfriends and sack a shit best friends. This is me taking back control of my life.
What the fuck have you done lately?
"Hate is just a word for somebody you love but no longer believe in"
Gekido, aka "Kido" .. what to say about him. He's a former lover of mine that i happen to hate with a passion now. There is nothing in the world that would give me greater pleasure than to shove a ballistics knife into his throat and pull it out the other side.
Like many of my problems, he came back to haunt me recently. He's been assigned to the same assassin's guild I am under some strange and sick twist of fate.
Kido is an ass, narcissistic and vain to the core, and if you haven't guessed yet, the man who cheated on me with my best friend. Regardless of his juvenile actions I have never sought to kill him. Yet.
He constantly competes with me for the title of top assassin within our guild to impress me but only succeeds in pissing me off more. It would seem he took on the job of assassin only to win me over. Over my dead body.
classical music, butterflies, dark colors, trench coats, totoro, cold weather, being alone, sleeping, playing violin, going on jobs, purple, kittens/cats, smoking, red jello, how to train your dragon
Kido, summer, the color red, beef flavored ramen, when her target runs, when people say her eyes look like a cats, dogs, alcohol