please dont even start to say stuff like that because if i wouldnt have said to take a break we wouldnt be here right now. i cause all this so dont even say you caused my depression. im not trying to make you feel bad im just trying to be honest for once.
you don't even know how hard i try to get over you, but its hard when you're best friends with my "daughter", leading me on for a few days then rejecting me and repeating the cycle, seeing you so happy when i avoid the site.. it just hurts. so i thought leaving for good and completely getting you out of my life would make you happier, and make me learn to move on. i dont deserve you ive already realized this and you dont want me i know. but i cant be perfectly happy with everything happening in my life and still being stuck on one girl. so i thought leaving would make everyone's lives a lot easier. i feel bad for asking Tali to relay messages cuz you seem pissed and bitchy towards her now. so yeah. i dont know what to do anymore and like i said i thought leaving would make everything all better.
I don't know why you're doing this. I really don't. Yeah I get it you don't want to be with me. You hate me even. But all I want you to know is that I love you and have never stopped. You amaze me in so many ways and I can't even tell you how bad it hurts to love you. But you're happy with Sander and I'm fine with that. All I ever wanted you to know is that I love you and WON'T STOP. Think as bad of me as you want, cuss me out, hunt me down and kill me so you won't have to deal with me anymore. I'm fine with that. All I ever wanted to say that was so important is yeah when I said I wanted to marry you I meant it. But you don't want me. I get it. I respect it. And I'm happy you have someone better than me who never makes mistakes and never makes you mad and never makes you doubt that they love you (just a few of my major fuck-ups when I had the privilege to call you mine). So yeah. Just let me know now, after hearing me out, what you really want done. Want me to leave? Fine. Consider it done. Want me to never talk to you again after this? Fine. Consider it done. Want me and Talia(I can't necessarily speak for her but I can make her respect your wishes) to completely disappear from your life? Fine. consider it done.
I promise I wont (; Well like I said before, he has a problem. He was probably high or drunk. Maybe he was angry that he couldn't got those things, so he had to get the anger out. And he hit you because he knew that you couldn't fight back. Urg, I hate such things. He should find one at his own age, but he was probably too weak.
Cammy, I can promise you that I will never start doing drugs. I used to smoke, for a week. I got tired of it and didn't understand that some one could be addicted to that crap or think it was cool. And that your brother did, that is just childish. I mean, you are his damn sister, I would love to have a little sister. He sounds like just Andreas. They both should get a damn life (;